Don't Understand

I be feeling like nobody understands me
My friends or my family
They don't understand
Asking God for a sign but I don't see it yet
Don't know what I'm saying and
If I tell you bro
You still won't feel my pain
And I be telling God, 'I be changed'
When I get out of these streets
And do the same things

I tried to explain, I swear
I tried to explain
Think lil Kodak got it good
Cause the money and the fame
I got to leave the street where it's at
Fell in love with the game
Studio night and day, now they say I ain't
The same or I changed, cause I don't
Come to my side no more and play
I don't shoot dice no more
Cause I ain't got time to hang
They say I'm going insane
They say the mollies eating up my brain
I miss my nigga Cool like right now
I'd be with him chasing money
And be running with'em
I just tried get'em with you
They water break i'm tired of fake niggas
I'd let you walk in my
Shoes but you can't fit'em
Hard for a project baby
Sometimes I hate, I let the project raise me
I'm a bastard child
So the streets made me a man
That lil baby gonna grow up to that
Pistol and I can see it

I be feeling like nobody understands me
My friends or my family
They don't understand
Asking God for a sign but I don't see it yet
Don't know what I'm saying and
If I tell you bro
You still won't feel my pain
And I be telling God, 'I be changed'
When I get out of these streets
And do the same things

When I get out of these streets
And do the same things

When it's going good God don't hear
From me but when it's
Bad I get sad and I get on my knee
Take me through this battle
But I not gonna let you leave
Send them haters around me and
I won't let'm leave
Need a break just fall back
And get my mind straight
Feeling like the devil took me
On a blind date
I ain't coming home tonight when
I'm on a mission
Niggas feening and I'm the
Only youngin with'em
Somethings I be tripping
Folks say I'm a ghetto child
They say I'm ignorant just listen
I might need a minute
I hope this beat was long
Cause I need them to hear me
Can't make the lemonade
Life just gave me lemons
Feel like they don't understand
They don't get it i've been up all night
I just had to lay this verse
Down to clear my mind
I can't believe I thought you were my friend
Here I am in the move bleed my soul again

I be feeling like nobody understands me
My friends or my family
They don't understand
Asking God for a sign but I don't see it yet
Don't know what I'm saying and
If I tell you bro
You still won't feel my pain
And I be telling God, 'I be changed'
When I get out of these streets
And do the same things