Demons

[Verse 1:]

Fade away from the way it was
Getting lost in the way it is
All good though
Never trip
It's all good
It's all good
I'm sellin' all my days
Workin' for the pay
Go and blow it all away
Couldn't save it anyway

How'd I lose two nine-to-fives?
Took it all in stride
Told me I wouldn't survive
Niggas knew that was a lie

Still I can’t stop thinking 'bout the way it could’ve been
Momma proud got herself a boy who only wanna win, oh

My only fear is time
See 'cause I'm in my prime
They tell me shit like,
"Get a grip, boy. This your time to shine!"

[Pre-Chorus:]

But I'm still up on the real grind
Smoke a bit just to clear the mind
Still up
I'm still up
The day's up
I'm still up

[Chorus:]

See
‘Cause I’m tryna live just for me
Got this pen and a dream
Get my shit on MTV

I can’t lose no more
Fucked it all up before
So say his name, oh blessed be
Get these demons off of me

[Verse 2:]

Hold back
I hold back
Still held back
By my damn self

Don’t work hard
Still work hard
Still play hard
With my damn self

Still I never trip
It’s all a trip
A bloody drip

Even out of it
I take a hit
Keep on a lick man

I scare myself more than any one else
Looking for me in everybody else

Leaping off into the deep end
The water's cold, but I'm safe so I pretend

I'm warm
I’m fine
A fear as sweet as wine

[Pre-Chorus:]

But I'm still up on the real grind
Threw a fit but i’m realigned
Still up
I'm still up
The night’s out
I'm still up

[Chorus:]

See
‘Cause I’m tryna live just for me
Got this pen and a dream
Get my shit on MTV

I can’t lose no more
Fucked it all up before
So say his name, oh blessed be
Get these demons off of me

[Outro:]

I’m only ever really tryna be better
Fuck a fake friend, family, whatever
Focus on my own shit
Thankful for the fuck shit
If I hurt ya feels
Feel free to write a letter