How Many Times

How many times
Will I be wrong
To you
And how many times
I catch the blame
For you

It's always me ain't it
The only one to screw it up
It's always me ain't it
The only one to have
Some issues with opinions
And the fact
That I don't miss you
Makes you feel
Some type of way
But we're broken up
Damn right
I'll still kiss you
I love the way
You feel so close
But how I still miss you
You lied
To my momma face
I cried
When I got replaced
Those feelings
I can't retrace
I'll be damned
You break my heart again

How many times
Will I be wrong
To you
And how many times
I catch the blame
For you

Been on my mind
For a while now
It's only right
I let you know
It's been some time now
We'd only fight
If I was right
You'd say I'm lying now
But clearer sight
Would just suffice
You out your mind now
For real
You really crazy
And I loved you for it
My heart was bangin out my chest
Those memories euphoric
Wish I slowed down
For a bit
Realized that this here
Wasn't it
Replace this real love
For the bliss
Instead
I just floored it
Damn
I wouldn't be
The man I am
If it wasn't for you
But I wouldnt hate
The man I am
If it wasn't for you
I got my walls up
As high as can be
Ain't no feelings
Climbing over
Far as eyes can see
I can't do it anymore
I gotta heal now
I'm out my mind
Thinking you could
Make me feel now
If I let you in forsure
I'm in a world of hurting
I gotta try to find my purpose
I know that for certain

How many times
Will I be wrong
To you
And how many times
I catch the blame
For you