PARANOIA:APATHY

I see you with my eyes closed
Dancing on the side road
I think that somebody's home
I look over my shoulder expecting you to be there
The sun sets and you turn me on
I'm scared but don't know what
Maybe apathetic love
I'm thinking I should just get caught
Don't know if I wanna love you
Or if I'm gonna hurt you
I slow down for the siren
Hoping that the road ends
I keep on getting older
I'm scared that I'll be bored
Of a monetary life and a few fluorescent lights
My body feels so fake
And I don't know who to pray to
So maybe I'm just scared of
Maybe I'm just scared of you
I don't know what my name is
You're making me overthink
My paranoid apathy
A hand around my throat feels so nice when I'm alone
I don't know where the road ends
You're slipping through my fingers
I guess you didn't need me
I'll cry until the world ends
Trying to hold you in my hands