Poltergeist

It's not attention that I crave, it's just to keep me from the grave
Cause I might wither up and fizzle out, my mind so full of doubt
It's just that sometimes it feels like nobody can see me
What is that sorry kind of life? Transparency becomes me
I can't live like this
I need somebody to see me please
So tell me what does it take
To be seen, to break free
From this curse of invisibility
Can I stop fighting all day?
Everything, all unseen
Can I please get someone to notice me
I know it's not you I should please, I should be good enough for me
Is it not "good" enough, or good "enough" when I give you all of me
It's just that I can't just let go, I've needed this forever
I could just let go of control and let it be whatever
But I try too hard
For you to just discard
So tell me what does it take
To be seen, to break free
From this curse of invisibility
Can I stop fighting all day?
Everything, all unseen
Can I please get someone to notice me
So this is why a poltergeist throws things around a room
I'm furious, I'm envious, I wish that I could too
But to beg for it, I'd rather give it up
If you don't love me naturally, then who could call it love?