screaming in the ocean

Mom I'm scared of getting older
I'm scared to move away and have a family of my own
But most of all I'm scared that I won't always have you
Always have you
Dad I'm sorry that I told you
That I don't want you in my life because now I realize
Just because you and Mom had me doesn't mean you two were happy I know
I know
Scream into the ocean when I'm drunk as I have ever been
I don't know where I'm going
I'd be nothing without you
At least I know I won't be lonely
Time is moving way too fast and I hate that I can't control it
I hate that I can't control it
Scream into the ocean when I'm lost and I am broken
I swear sometimes I don't show it
But I love you maybe someday I will feel like I was chosen
But for now I'm out here standing in the open
Screaming in the ocean
My little brother started driving
And I swear to God I try to be someone that he looks up to
And my older brothers moved out found someone
Then found a new town somewhere
All my friends just finished college
And I know that we might talk less, get too busy
But I promise that I'm lucky that I have them
Look how fast that this all happened to us
Scream into the ocean when I'm drunk as I have ever been
I don't know where I'm going
I'd be nothing without you
At least I know I won't be lonely
Time is moving way too fast and I hate that I can't control it
I hate that I can't control it
Scream into the ocean when I'm lost and I am broken
I swear sometimes I don't show it
But I love you maybe someday I will feel like I was chosen
But for now I'm out here standing in the open
Screaming in the ocean