Wrong Decisions
[Verse 1 - sung]
I think back on who I used to be
And wonder if that was really me
That confused work with play
With the habits that I got hooked on
And cruel ways that things got looked on
But that's not me these days
I'm trying to change for the better
With every rhyme and every letter
For every sin I did
Trying to make the good days last
To forget the mistakes of the past
When I was just a kid
[Hook - sung]
But some things never change
I'll admit
I'll make wrong decisions every now and then
[Verse 2 - sung]
I may have caused stress for my family
Responded to guidance with apathy
And played by my rules
I guess I hadn't learned to mature yet
But now I look back on them with regret
That side of me wasn't cool
Wanted to be something, that I wasn't
Turning my attitude so rotten
I'm glad I changed my ways
But even in moments where I rejoice
I wonder if I made the right choice
Even to this present day
[Hook]
Guess some things never change
I'll admit
I'll make wrong decisions every now and then
Yeah, some things never change
I'll admit
I'll make wrong decisions every now and then
[Verse 3 - rapped]
Thought I was done, wasn't the case
See the uncertainty in my face
Know-that-the-throne's-all-mine-for-the-taking
But-they-won't-play-along-their-character's-breaking
Just got started, will never finish
Not even in a few minutes
Out on the prowl, like I'm lookin' for fights
New attitude that I'm wearing tonight
Doubting myself, what I'm good at
Want the attention, where's the looks at?
Rapping shit's not new to me
Multiple subjects going through me
Be them direct, reference or subliminal
Especially when effort is so minimal
From the rest, of the crowd
So when I spit a flow, hope you play it loud!
Always open 'bout how I'm feeling
Even when I stack paper straight to the ceiling
Or when I fly high like I'm spiritual
Or fuckin' a chick like it's part of a ritual
'Cause when I spit, I feel invincible
Be it other beats or somethin' original
If I didn't rap, then I'd feel so miserable
Me and these beats are irrestistable
But then there are times where I wonder
I sit all by myself and I start to ponder
If letting the whole world hear my voice
Was ever at all the right choice
That I could make during my life
But then I realise that's all right
I'm just doing the best that I can
'Cause this just makes me who I am
[Hook]
But some things never change
I'll admit
I'll make wrong decisions every now and then