Used By You

[Intro]

"Yeah. Figured I should let out some, things that were frustrating me about you. Maybe I was too polite with those last songs I did for you. I've kept these thoughts of mine in for so long, so maybe NOW you'll listen to me, when I tell you EXACTLY what's been on my mind about all of this."

[Verse 1]

Now I don't hate you, I wish I didn't have to say this
But it's way too long since you've went and played this
Little selfish game of yours, don't think I haven't noticed
'Cause your vision on your goals are in and out of focus
I see potential in you when I look you in the eyes
But it seems you don't, and that hurts me deep inside
You dream of spending time with me, making all this music
We're on the same wavelength, I know you're not stupid

But I wanna know how long you're gonna keep this up
I feel like you're using me, faking all your love and trust
And I don't want to think that way about you
But certain things you've done made me question the truth
All these thoughts rack my brain with such awfulness
'Till I can't help but think that you run on fraudulence
These words are my real thoughts, this is my promise
I'm not trying to diss you, I'm just being honest

[Hook]

Don't take this the wrong way
I'm just telling you the truth
Thoughts all up in my brain
Feel I'm getting used by you

[Verse 2]

I unblocked you on Facebook last week
Thinking maybe that'll bring things back to peace
Then I looked back through your comments on my feed
And got so red inside, you'd think my bones could bleed!
Surely, with bad moods, there are other ways to cool it
Aside from saying you'll kick me in over petty bullshit
There are other things too that had pulled us apart;
Like you saying you'll call police on me over cover art

In fact, I remember the texts you sent a few weeks back
Going from 'What do you think of this?' to 'Produce this track'
Like you were my boss, that made my mood so low
I even thought about texting you back with a 'No!'
It was around that point I started to believe
You were only friends with me, 'cause I could make beats
I know that it's rather cynical to think that way
But the thought's still there, even to this very day

[Hook]

[Verse 3]

Honestly, I hate thinking 'bout you so bitter
Hate the thought of our friendship left in the shitter
But bad memories left my brain feeling cold n' shit
They were long ago, I'm still angry with you over it
Now I hate those people that throw the jealousy card
But if you are, then please tell me. It's not that hard
Maybe then we can fix our friendship a little more
'Cause I don't wanna throw you out of that open door

But I will if I feel I have to
Again, I'm not dissing, I'm just telling you the truth
You DO NOT want me to become another enemy
Remember; you're where you are now because of me
But either way, I don't want us to have an altercation
So as this song ends, I'll give you one last ultimatum;
If you're a real friend to me, then show me some proof
Get off the coke, learn to work solo and fix your attitude