Is It Just Me?

[Intro - Sampled from Lionel Riche's 'Hello']

I've been alone with you inside my mind
And in my dreams, I've kissed your lips
A thousand times
I sometimes see you pass outside my door
Hello....

[Verse 1]

I remember back when I first saw his face
We were both at that Action 4 Youth place
Wanted to be around him like a group dance
Would sit next to him whenever I got the chance
Around him, I felt safe, around him, free from harm
Wish that weekend that I held more than his arm
When I hurt myself, for me he was always there
Is it all coincidencе or about me, does he rеally care?
Always got lost whenever I looked into his eyes
And he was always there for me when I cried
I was there with him on the wall we climbed
And when he tried a shmore for the first time
It was rather romantic, all the hot sun and blue sky
And I would've told him how I felt, if I wasn't shy
Came Sunday, t'was the end of our slumber
Thankfully, before he left, he gave me his number

[Hook]

First time I saw his face, I felt a spark inside
I don't see him much, now I wish I had tried
To tell him the truth, all about how I feel
And let him know that my crush for him's real

I text him whenever I get the chance
Occasionally, we meet again in a glance
He doesn't speak much; does he feel the same?
Or is it just me?

[Verse 2]

Since then, this feeling I have never comes to an end
I love texting him telling him he’s a good friend
I keep those memories of us together in my heart’s depths
We don’t talk much, only the occasional calls and texts
Does he not feel it too? No, I know that he loves me!
Why else in this world would he constantly hug me?
And I don’t care that he works a voluntary job
He’s not famous, but he’ll always be my heart throb
Truth be told, I don’t know what the future will bring
Will he come to me one of these days with a wedding ring?
Will we conceive children? Will they be works of art?
Will the two of us stay together until death do us part?
Even if he doesn’t know, he holds my heart for ransom
Don’t care about spots on his face, he’s always handsome
If he feels the same way I do, that’ll just be great!
But until the answer comes, I guess I’ll have to wait

[Hook]

[Verse 3]

Yes, I do love her, just not in the way she thinks
I don’t want her to resort to downing alcoholic drinks
When I tell her that I see her like a little sister figure
And whilst I don’t love her, I’d never just quit her
When we both met, I didn’t recognise her at the start
I hope she doesn’t hear this; I don’t want to break her heart
I’d hate to be responsible for her eyes making streams
And I’d hate to be the one who crushed her dreams
Even if the truth burns her like a cup of tea
I’d still be there for her if she needed me
Does she hate it when I'm working and I have to say goodbye?
Does she really have a crush on me? Is that why she's shy?
But I'd hate for our friendship to come to a bitter end
For all I know, it's possible I might be her only friend!
I'd hate to crush her spirit like empty Cola cans
If I tell her the truth, I just hopes she understands

[Hook]