Intrusive Thoughts

[Verse 1]

Intrusive thoughts on my brain
‘Cause these days, life isn't the same
As it was when I was a kid
Before the world turned to shit
Blessed and cursed, for better or worse
‘Till the day that I’m put in a hearse
Every day, tryin' to beat a case
Constantly, on a paper chase

I don't see any end in sight
’Less it's the end of my life
It's a shame, life gives us pain
Like moths, we're drawn to flames
No need of a pencil
No paper either, not even a stencil!
I know worrying's bad for my health
But sometimes I could do with some help!

[Verse 2]

Right now, I need shots to my brain
Anything to relieve this pain!
Drink, sex, rap, beats
Anything to get me back on my feet
The thing is, I got my problems
Sometimes I wonder where I got 'em
I'll do anything, just to sort 'em!
’Cause nowadays, I just die of boredom

I wish there was an easy remedy
To everybody’s hatred and jealousy
Of the rich and of each other
I know it's not hard to love one another
I know the game of life is fun to play
But everybody’s views are jaded these days
It's all about gettin' those big bucks
Otherwise, no one gives a fuck

[Verse 3]

Yes it's true, I’m a little bitter
Like an immature bitch on Twitter
And I hate to rant and rave
But it seems drama's what everyone craves
Not me, I'm self made
I'd rather rap until I'm paid
But what if my dreams don't come true?
If that's what'll happen, what can I do?

Rap my heart out, see where it goes
When will I stop? Nobody knows
Maybe when I'm up there with the pros
And people stop coming to my shows
‘Cause I'm on my grind, like a mastermind
Take my time, ‘till I find
All the riches are mine
Then I can live all fine

But ‘till the day it comes true
And all my dreams push through
Honestly, what can I do?
I'm just a simple man like you
Nowadays, I let the beat play
Spit the shit that I need to say
In hopes that all my hopes may
Become reality one day