Alone in the Rain

[Hook]

It's hard to face the day
When every moment feels the same
Unless you've also been this way
Do you know how it feels to be alone in the rain?

[Verse 1]

I spent my whole life trying to find a purpose
Hoping it'll make my life a little less worthless
Sometimes, I don't even wanna get out my bed
I see storm clouds hanging over my head
Flood warnings active up in my mental state
Severe thunderstorms that are sure to devastate
Whatevеr pleasant thoughts reside in my mind
Won't еver go away within my lifetime

Intrusive thoughts rumble in my mind like thunder
When will they go away? That's what I always wonder
I could paint a smile, but it won't hide the frown
'Cause I know I'm hidin' behind the tears of a clown
But I release my pain with music, it's so cathartic
It helps me out when I start to feel so lethargic
But when feelings pass and respect's saved, it's
A matter of time, until the next wave hits

[Hook]

[Verse 2]

Man, I hate this, but if the mask fits, I’ll wear it
I became that walking freak that gets these kids starin’
Yeah, I’ll be your clown, but you better wake up
‘cause it’s funny, ‘till YOU’RE the one in the make up
And whenever you speak, nobody takes you seriously
So behind the beat’s the only time you speak furiously
All the fake compliments? Nowadays I can catch them!
Next time someone laughs at my virginity, I’m gonna smack them!

‘Cause I’m truly fed up with this life and its bullshit!
I’m trying to get out with the music I’m pushin’ and pullin’
Now I’m not a violent person, so I wouldn’t dare fight you
But if my mood gets stormy, pray my lightning doesn’t strike you!
Might act on impulse, so do forgive me on one hand
Unless you’ve been in my shoes, I’d doubt you’d understand
‘Cause unless at one point, you’ve felt this pain
Then you’d have no idea how it feels alone in the rain

[Hook]