Party Interactions

What you expect me to ignore you
Walking past me with that once piece and the floor moves
I'm kinda vibing off the way you done choose
To carry yourself like you gun proof but all loose, goddam
I mean, you gon' make me work for it
But checking the time you gon' have to make up your mind
Or you'll be jonesing for it
Or unopposed for it
I'll tell you what
You don't have to come with me but give me the info and I'll bless you like rosary
It's only me
That'll give you all the locks and keys
The box to breath
The rocks believe
And the absolute honesty
From stars to me
I promise thee
My heart still beats
For you
But
You'll hear rumors
They all clueless
They all do this
They all want me to be down
They all want my life and my grounds
They all watch me fall and spit now
But when they need help
I'm there, I don't care
You need to understand that this is all part of our pair
Its a package deal with a mountain of feels
Going up and down
Like us tonight if you feel
I'm just tryna be real
Honesty is the deal
Remember this when you hear
I think about all the cheers
And quick glances
Heart spasms
No lookers
Close passes
All adding
Like math in the grade school
Its all passing
Add the sarcasm
Minus mood swings
Add the long lasting
Minus losing
Equals you me
That's how we do it

And I just wanna be real
I just want you to feel
Like you belong with me still
Oh you

And I will be here my dear
When you start feeling ill
Cuz thats apart of our deal
Oh you

I'm here for the frowns and the come ups
I'll be here for the downs and the dumb lucks
No need for a crowd to make us proud
Or to stand out
We don't need all that loud mouth BS hand outs
We been handing it out
We been living in drought
We be the ones to stay out past dawn
And gone flaunt
And self taught
The hard part
Is being caught in the off guard
With jaws dropped
Like Our life has to be perfect
Cuz everyone else gets to watch and unearth it
I'm getting sick of this work
It's like I'm hospital germs
That don't come clean with a burn
I gotta be fried and then turned
Left then right and I learned
Not to fight unless I'm ready to end life
On sight I been cursed
No mercy no nurse
Well spoken, well versed
Sorry I get off topic, you know
My mind races, you know
So many thoughts, you know
I always get caught and you know
You know that one song
That we danced on
When I first saw you
And I smooth talked you
Lets do it again