you dont get it! (feat. 808Leelo)

Oh no
They just don't understand
Why im picking up the bottle while there's four in hand
I'm shelter for my mama staying up for the fans
Beat and battered by the drama the hands of a man
Oh no
I'm no good own
I''m a panicked problem child whose been cut to the bone
With no proper antibodies
Filled the cuts up with cones
Took a sip of something sweet
To prep my ass for the road
But I got no where to go
I'm fucking lost in my home
I can't be sober for more
Than a day
Oh no
They just don't understand
Why my drank is always purple and why roll seven grams
I can't deal with all the shit that comes with being the man
Aunties asking for a rollie
Brodies asking for bands
But I can't give these niggas shit
I blew it all on my xans
So I can sleep without a nightmare
Or a gun in my hands
Sipping burbon
Till i'm swerving
Till i'm stuck in trance
I can feel my demons waiting for this fuck up to crash
My heart is getting so cold
Cant feel a thing in my toes
The drugs dont stop it no more
All the pain
I've been pushing down my demons
Pouring fours in my two liters
Trying to give myself a reason
Keep my brain inside it's theater
Sick of living on the edge
I might just jump to take a breather
I can't take it anymore
I'll need like eighteen millimeters

You just dont get
Why I'm crying on reddit
Why I'm sipping so heavy
Send the devil im ready
You just dont get it
I wanna jump off a jetty
I wanna die
There I said it
I know im sick
Just forget it
I know
I know you don't get it

Oh yo
Hope that you understand
I've been crazy for a while
This ain't new to the man
I've been walking for a while
No ones holding my hand
I dont need a baby sitter
Just a couple more xans
I might take her home to fuck
If she's a big enough fan
Just to feel a little something that ain't pain from hand
I've been crying for so long I've started wiping up sand
I dont think I've been alive since pbs on demand
My heart is getting so cold
Cant feel a thing in my toes
The drugs dont stop it no more
All the pain
I've been pushing down my demons
Pouring fours in my two liters
Trying to give myself a reason
Keep my brain inside its theater
Sick of living on the edge
I might just jump to take a breather
I cant take it anymore
I'll need like eighteen millimeters

You just don't get
Why i'm crying on reddit
Why i'm sipping so heavy
Send the devil im read
You just dont get it
I wanna jump off a jetty
I wanna die
There I said it
I know im sick
Just forget it
I know
I know you don't get it