Already Dead

please
let me die
i can't reach
what i preach

so please
let me die
free me, you see
i never smile

my heart is aching full of hate
i know it's wrong but i make mistakes
put a blade on my wrist
i am dismissed
what the fuck is going on
why do i even exist

mental state
i can't relate
no pleasure, just eternal wait
i don't wanna cry
when i die
burn my body at the sea
i don't wanna be
i disagree
take my life
take my knife
fill the void with empty promises

let me die, let me die
i'm already dead
'cause you make me sad
once i was glad
but it wasn't myself
but i wasn't myself

take my life, take my life
i can't take this, you lie
you make me sad
you make me dead

i squeeze life out of me
watch me die instead of thee
you changed my life but i'm not free
i take my knife, my wrist can bleed

i'm not here to stay
know it is to late
can't stop runnin' away
just to say
just to say

i'll go away
to a better place
can't stop to cry
when i look in your eyes
when i look at the sky

my heart is full of hate
and you only see my shade
oh i was never here to stay
but i know that i cannot drain of
you make me feel insane
but i need you to relieve my pain
so let me scream your name
kill those voices, destroy this strain
destroy it, destroy it
ohh
you make me sad
you make me dead

take my life, take my life
(you make me dead)