What The FuckWhat The Fuck

Surprise, surprise - you know
Those pages you'd write?
One night, you were out
I was inside feeling sorry for myself
I drank from any bottle I could find
I broke into your room
I tried on all your clothes
And I read every note

So what the fuck happened to us?
What the fuck happened to us?
We used to be something -
I can't remember just what

We were born into the chandeliers
Like troubadours and saints
I said, "I don't mind if it takes time
I just wanna get away"
I wanna take it back to all the
Days when we would stay in bed
I'd lay my head upon your lap
I hope you never take it back

To my surprise, well
All those pages were bled white
I stand corrected and relieved
Drunk and uncomfortable in heels
I suppose that it makes sense you'd
Never run and tell your friend
Oh, that you left too soon
Found me dolled up in your room -
I know just what you'd say

What the fuck happened to us?
What the fuck happened to us?
What the fuck happened to us?
What the fuck happened to us?
We used to be something -
I can't remember just what
I can't remember just what, just what

If I could name just one
Thing that's gonna haunt me
That's gonna bleed me dry
That's gonna bruise
It'd have to be the look upon your face
When Nattie came to pick you up
Take you away
And you just stood there in the hall
Waiting for me to call it off

What kind of selfish piece of shit would
Base a life on no regret?
Would let the only one who
Ever understood me walk alone?
And I closed the door
I made it halfway down your hall
Something caught my eye and I fell apart

Well, there's a picture on
Your dresser drawer
And it doesn't even look like me
But I swear to God, when the bulbs went off
I wish we could have shined forever
I was there in a suit you made
You were beautiful, it was your birthday
And only for a night, we believed in magic
Well do you remember when I woke you
Up to tell you I love you?
Said do you remember when I woke you
Up to tell you I love you?

And I still do

So what the fuck happened to us?
What the fuck happened to us?
What the fuck happened to us?
What the fuck happened to us?
We used to be something -
I can't remember just what