Growing Pains

Tear stained carpet
White knuckled grip
I can't forget him
Or forgive what he did
I thought i could love you
But i can't take another hit
It's only been 6 weeks
And i'm already like this

You took me out
And taught me how to skate
With blood on my knees
I told you i would be ok
But you knew nothing's that easy
So you said yes when i asked you to stay
Cause for the first time in a long time
I don't want you to go away

I hate that i can't love you
But i'm just in the way
But you say i won't be here forever
And you'll wait as long as it takes

Steal away to meet you when the moon is full
Wearing shoes that don't even fit me, hoping you'll think I look cool
I hope you do
I hope you know that I think you look fucking cool

Staying up to see you when you get off of work
But you leave without touching me and you don't know just how bad it hurts
When i dreamed for weeks of you being my first

I hate that i can't love you
But i'm just in the way
But you say i won't be here forever
And you'll wait as long as it takes

[第一节]
泪水浸湿地毯，紧紧握着双手
我无法忘记他，也无法原谅他的所作所为
我以为我爱你，但我无法再承受一次打击
才过了六个星期，我就成这样了

[第二节]
你带我出去，教我滑冰
即使膝盖上沾着鲜血，我也告诉你我没事
但你知道没有什么是那么容易的
所以我让你留下时你答应了
因为这是长久以来的第一次
我不想你离开

[副歌]
我恨我不能爱你，可我只能这样
你说我不会永远留在这里
而你会一直等下去

[第三节]
在月圆之夜偷跑去见你
穿着不合脚的鞋子
希望你会觉得我很酷，希望你会这么想
我希望你知道我也觉得你很酷
熬夜等你下班
但你直接走了，没有触碰我
你不知道我有多伤心
在我连续几周梦见你是我的时

[副歌]
我恨我不能爱你，可我只能这样
你说我不会永远留在这里
而你会一直等下去