This Knot

I will search and I'll search for a way
To make it all so beautiful
I'm no longer afraid oh I'm no longer afraid oh
I will search and I'll search night and day
To make it all so beautiful
I'm no longer afraid oh I'm no longer afraid

To untie this knot that makes me weak
It's gonna take some time it's hard to speak
My head's in the clouds, I have had so many doubts
It's gonna be a war to find what I'm looking for

But I will search and I'll search for a way
To make it all so beautiful
I'm no longer afraid oh I'm no longer afraid oh
I will search and I'll search night and day
To make it all so beautiful
I'm no longer afraid oh I'm no longer afraid oh

To untie this knot that makes me numb
It's gonna take some guts I'm so scared I'm playing dumb
And my head's in the clouds, I'll try to help myself out
But you don't know where to start from
When you don't know what you want

But I will search and I'll search for a way
To make it all so beautiful
I'm no longer afraid oh I'm no longer afraid oh
I will search and I'll search night and day
To make it all so beautiful
I'm no longer afraid oh I'm no longer afraid oh

Think I have already paid
So you could give it up
And I don't like to judge
But if you hit me I'll get up
Let's give it a name
I think i had enough
Let's call it a day
Let's call it a day

I will search and I'll search for a way
To make it all so beautiful
I'm no longer afraid oh I'm no longer afraid oh
I will search and I'll search night and day
To make it all so beautiful
I'm no longer afraid oh I'm no longer afraid of