I Am a Failure

[Verse 1]
Drinking, my mind slowly lose control
Thinking, now I'm driving on my own
Speeding in my car down the road
Whiskey, this bottle take me home
I had a fun time, don't you wanna turn me around?
I had a fun time 30,000 feet from the ground
I had a fun time, I know that you hear me loud
But what's a fun time? Turn up missing to be found
I found a dead man's head in the clouds
My roommate just told me he ain't comin' down
I wonder what the fuck he's up to when I dream in my room
But he's strummin' up a media-friendly pop tune
It sounds like
It sounds like
It sounds like
It sounds like
But wait, I'm waking up

[Verse 2]
Close my eyes just to wake up from this daydream
Open my mind, this is more than what it may seem
But it's basic
Let's face it, I don't know if I'll make it
I hate that I say that
If this comes through, then I'll pay back
I'll pay back with a Maybach if I made that in a May track
This goes way back because I'm laid back
But you never know you need it 'till you dotted the eye
Now I'm rappin' hella fast because I won't even try
Gonna make myself more different than the average guy
But you know I'm hella dry about half of the time
I'm seein' your secret
You know I won't beat it
The heat of the verse, like a curse that you leavin'
Believe in myself with these words that I'm feelin'
I'm feelin' myself, it's self-love that I'm needin'
I'm feigning for things that just don't even sound right
They say I am a failure, I guess this is what one sounds like

[Verse 3]
If you scratch mine, I'll scratch your back
I'll never know nothing else after that
And if you get confused, I'll answer that
Ran circles on my mind, put her on a track now
Aye, look at you laugh at that now
Aye, none of you havin' that now
Aye, I'm a hop on the track now
Aye, half think I'm an ass
Just get off your ass and unfollow me
You mad you can't unswallow me
Kanye West had just inspired me
So I think it's best they fired me
Hold up, wait, let's look at that
Subliminal disses, wait gimme that back
I know you suffer because you wallow in pain
But how you a stoner? Just name me five strains