Back to Your Heart

My baby left me yesterday
Packed her bags and went away, yeah
High heels on the carpet
Took my keys and craved her
Name into my car seat
And that's the last one I let push me around
I said it before but I mean it now, eh
Get me out this city
I just need to clear my mind

We left this evening
Give 'em twenty dollars for
Some gas in Boston
Grab a bite but now we're taking off
We're taking off, off
When we got to Melrose
Fifteen nights of April
We just drink our sorrows
Talked about the day we'll have it all
We'll have it all

One shot, one shot for my sorrows, oh yeah
Power up the white noise
Maybe I'll forget her deep into the morning
And right inside this yellow house
I'm reading CDs on the couch
But it's better than bein' stranded
Nothing but myself and my studio apartment

We left this evening
Give 'em twenty dollars for
Some gas in Boston grab a bite but now we're
Taking off, we're taking off, off
When we got to Melrose
Fifteen nights of April
We just drank our sorrows
Talked about the day we'll have it all
We'll have it all

I don't think I'm sleeping tonight
Something 'bout my stomach doesn't feel right
What you left in my chest on the left side
Where your head? Nah, fuck it
Time to take a drive
Night skies got me feeling like Bruce Wayne
'Cept all I got's a pocket
Full of loose change
Head and heart got me thinking
That I'm too strange
Well, maybe I'm different
Word to 2 Chainz, two lanes
Drift grip the wood crane
Lookin' at the exit signs, but it's your name
(Damn)
On some Purple Rain shit, feelin' like Prince
Gotta go and change my name chiz, same shit
Ain't it?
Yeah, I know I don't seem complacent
Got enough on my chest but
My heart's still vacant and I can't take it
My love is unreciprocated
I've been through enough without
Ever gettin' the payment
But it's harder to heal than it is to endure
There's only so much that the liquor can cure
And all that liquor that's poured gave
You a head of a tornado
Of every memory that had you trippin' before
All that Christian Dior denim
Louis Vuitton leather led 'em a late night
Safe flight and good weather
Ain't enough to make me feel better
Ain't enough to make me forget all
Those nights in early December
I think I was dreamin'
But now I know I ain't been sleepin'
And some of these days
These feelings stoppin' me from eating
The pit of my stomach is heavy
I guess that's how it feels when
You start to forget me
I apologize for not caring for myself
I've never known anything else than
Putting myself after everyone else
And that fucks me up, it's true
These late nights really are new
And there's so little I can do besides drive
Lay awake
Think about where you lay in the night
And fantasize about us livin'
Life in paradise in a warm place where we
Never really have to die
But life ain't kind, we can't live fantasy
I just need to hear
That you're maintaining sanity
'Cause it's more important to me
That you're doin' alright
Than the fact that I'm not sleepin' tonight