TOMORROW BRINGS DANGER. (DEMO)

[Intro]
Um. So far, my biggest lesson has been learning that the best things in life aren't things. But my gut is telling me that I have to let those things, along with everything else go. I really don't want to. But at this point, I'm just doing it for them, because I know the effect I have on them. Until I get better, I know that there will always be that spot in my mind that makes me wonder whether they know I love them, and how much I love them. With that said, whatevеr happens after I go through with this; fingers crossеd that I come back. For them

Yeah, yeah

[Verse 1]
Trapped in the darkness, surroundings matching my thoughts
Hoodie covering both my windows, face to face with my flaws
I'm the Gate of Damascus, more mistakes than you can imagine
Hold my squad together, yet simultaneously fall apart
Tell Kelly Kel I smell a set up
Pick my head up fore I hit the ground and die for a living
I've got to get a grip on my lack of feelings
Religion ain't really my thing
Either my skin, style or I fit in based on what I think
From my POV, most relatives are just strangers
Sedatives for the trauma, a lack of fear for the danger
Better here than a goner for the sake of who
Imagine having demons your family always mistake for you
ID anonymous
Trying to find me on monitors is unlikely
Serving life sentences cause some white folks didn't like me, sheesh
Man, I've been missing, now Aaliyah's missing out
Either I die and live again or die because I lived in doubt
Squad squad

[Hook 1]
Some are praying for my downfall
Some are letting rounds off
I can hear the sirens and the sobbing of the moms, dawg
Scrambling, trying to dodge an ambulance, my God, ah, ah

No hope around here
Rob the rich and leave them with just air to choke on
Better believe the joke's on—
F it, I don't know and I don't care
Carved a path, and so I'm going down this road without fear

[Verse 2]
Hanging from puppet strings, hoping deities will save you
Pledging to the same country that enslaved you
See where I'm from, it was dumb to trust my own neighbors
Just to vote for strangers like their policies are in my favor, cool
That's how you play though, I guess
Grew up with folks that could sell an angel a halo
That profit won't last a day though
For some, I guess the pavement is a pleasure to hit
Can't be the ruler if someone else is your measuring stick
Fingers crossed you take the truth to heart
Nooses around your neck all shine bright, but your future's dark to match your complexion
You're masking depression
And who would've thought they were bout to just hop out and squeeze to result in another cop out
They even left my dawg in his North Face facing north
Saw his soul taking off like space shuttles breaking orbit
Momma drunk herself to death like liquor fixes breaking hearts with no one there to break the fall
So how am I to brace for all this

[Hook 2]
As my temple crashes down, I can feel a drastic shift, yeah
With a twist of your magic wand, the weight on my shoulders lifted
Just know tomorrow brings danger
I know no pain
Your kings and queens hit the ground just like rain
Universe is talking, demons crash into my body like the ocean
Stayed devoted to my friends and now it's tumbling before me, oh, oh

[Outro]
I know, I know, a part of my childhood stripped away
It's killing Harry to see me Brown
To see me down will make his day
Selling sixteens, never sold crack
But could probably get all of my people high
And I don't mean under the influence
I'm just dope enough to get some people by
God watching over with an eagle eye
Our plans differ, y'all dream a lie
Same God the Klan burned crosses for
Tell me what it really means to be alive
When they're mourning you cause dead presidents are worth more than you, but that's your fate
Won't say that it'll be okay, cause it may not be okay