GUIDE YOU HOME.
[Hook]
I could guide you home
Follow me
I will guide you home
Back to me
[Verse 1]
Born in a hotel dieu, a hostel of God
No wonder why I'm the one demons constantly tried
Got to break even against all odds, avoiding demise
The goal is more than survive, but losses poison the mind, ugh
[Hook]
I could guide you home
Follow me
I will guide you home
Back to me
[Verse 2]
Gone are the days where suckers can manipulate me with religion
Play the fool if you wanna
Plate a food you gon be
Nothing wrong with walking by faith
But oncе they use it as a tool, you're a gonеr
Follow my lead, these tips hollow indeed
Reliving every attempt on my life without a reprieve
These bridges lacking stability, vision out of my reach
We filling voids, humility killing all of my greed
But I grew weary of living without control of myself
Losing my grip, but unclear on how to get a hold of myself
Trapped as a hostage, a passenger, feeling cold in myself
Friends with the blade of sharpener, soulless, like I ghost wrote this myself
[Hook]
I could guide you home
Follow me
I will guide you home
Back to me
[Verse 3]
That's what she said to me
Revived a part of me I could've sworn was dead fully
Unprepared to feel, until my wrists willingly bled for me
My reflection unrecognizable
Doctors ain't have the answers, yet thought possession was possible
Therapists tried to break through, to no avail
Though I was broken, it ain't break you
Became close until your demons tried to take you
In losing Matt, I would Google how to tie a noose
Double dutching through the madness
Nothing I could do besides trouble you with sadness
Our depression overshadowed W's the size of planets, or so I thought
Causing loving you was new, and I was damaged
But damage done if this rope didn't snap is constantly playing in my mind
[Hook]
I could guide you home
Follow me
I will guide you home
Back to me
[Verse 4]
That's what she said to me
Awakened a part of me I never thought was there
Never fond of kids, so unprepared to feel or to care fully
Demons screaming like Mandragora, so just bear with me
Advanced, approached with tighter hugs when you were scared for me
Dance with my demons till I need some rest
Cause my life is positive as a Charlie Sheen blood test
I'm too far gone for saving, baby, you gon need your breath
Only three so you see me different
Cause around you, I can be my best
But what is life when you move and we lose contact
A lose-lose, too through to again suit up for combat
Done running, I can't burn a bridge if I jump from it
Though if it ain't my time to die yet
[Hook]
I could guide you home
Follow me
I will guide you home
Back to me
[Verse 5]
That's what she said to me
Aware my pain was never yours to take away
Though you lacked confidence, you still knew all the things to say
So the injuries that built up and scar tissue on my arms that took a decade plus to heal up are still mentally bonded to me
Consequences grim in all honesty
But all I cared about was sticking with you through our trauma, grief
Third verse dead and buried, but still haunting me
Fourth verse growing up to be me is what I don't want to see
The issue is knowing I can't prevent a thing
No peace in knowing I tried when the effort is in vain
Feeling groggy
A refreshing breeze as elegies are sang for the fallen
Three synchronized voices echo as they say
[Hook]
I could guide you home
Follow me
I will guide you home
Back to me
[Verse 6]
Yeah
How ironic it took death for me to live
Three suicide attempts and all my breath for me to give
What's trauma if with you, the world was blessing me with gifts
May all my demons rest in peace with my fear, as I follow you
[Hook]
I could guide you home
Follow me
I will guide you home
Back to me