Lord Wake Me up

Still a child of the moment 
still a child of the evening 
and when I die I hope the light 
that I’m shining still reach em 
while I’m alive I hope 
I find what’s inside and unleash it 
I know we’re peace is 
between the microphone in the speakers 
Since a fetus I’ve been stretching for hell or perfection 
nevertheless mostly excelled at forgetting my lessons 
What could compare to what I share on that Day of remembrance 
When you put prayer with forgiveness it’s name is repentance 
I lost a baby as a teen in that fateful December 
And felt depression I’ve been trying to escape from forever 
I Need a time out Too many forks in the road 
I pull the knives out Time to dissect 
But I interject the eye is a lens for the mind to reflect 
and karma is just cause and affect it all intersects 
I meditate but I still pray for grace 
cause even though I knew the path 
I still made mistakes 
I shed blood with my label mates 
So many lyrics have been written 
on this mission for the ink that the paper Chase 
Sometimes I close my eyes 
and I don’t wanna rise 
I hear a voice inside 
Lord wake me up 
Sometimes I close my eyes 
and I don’t wanna rise 
I hear a voice inside 
Lord wake me up 
I’ve seen angels in Eagles 
I’ve seen demons in people 
I’ve seen teachers who only needed to meet you to read you 
I’ve seen all of my lives one comes after the other 
I’ve read the chapters homage to Ayhuasca my mother 
All that I mean is my heart is still beating 
I call it a vision you call it a dream 
And it’s all intuition 
what does it all mean 
Every road that I took always led back to me 
Said it would be what it would be 
if it’s for real that is destined to be 

If it is not it’s a lesson for me if 
I believe I should just let it be 
I haven’t been the best human 
I’m intent on improvement 
the lotus flower from the mud 
representing my movement
If I said it I proved it
Once you get it don’t lose it 
the dialogue between the soul and the flesh is confusing 
I try to analyze or mastermind 
But half the time 
I feel my eyes are half as blind 
but nonetheless I have to try 
It’s my duty to harness 
what I can do with my conscience 
life is beauty and darkness 
but my pursuit is beyond it
I meditate but I still pray for grace 
cause even though I knew the path 
I still made mistakes 
I shed blood with my label mates 
So many lyrics have been 
written on this mission for 
the ink that the paper chase 
Sometimes I close my eyes 
and I don’t wanna rise 
I hear a voice inside 
Lord wake me up Sometimes I close my eyes 
and I don’t wanna rise 
I hear a voice inside 
Lord wake me up 
I Just Keep Holding Onto Your Hand... Your Hand...
Lord Wake me Up
All God’s grace 
I ain’t lost my pace  
Tossed my cape  
From few niggas in the hood i felt forced to save  
Losses I felt often  
They ain’t talk the same 
Of course it’s  
Those same Losses  
Made my margin change Bosses  
All us  
It’s just our target frame  
Some bang  
Some play the game  
They call us all insane  
Fame  

Shows us satan 
Yet we all chase it  
We lost basics from face lifts and carved waists  
It’s Complacence  
Even the weather ain’t changin  
This Shit dangerous  
A shame when  
Life ain’t sacred  
Then where we racin  
Aching 
Selling our souls to boost engagements  
Now it’s flower aggrangements and arraignments  
I got my 9 and my shovel what’s the statement  
my Bible stuck on revelations  
feel the fire in every page flip  
In case it’s  
The last days coming imma face it  
Real natured  
Signing off ya mommas favorite
I meditate but I still pray for grace 
cause even though I knew the path 
I still made mistakes 
I shed blood with my label mates 
So many lyrics have been written 
on this mission for the ink that the paper Chase 
Sometimes I close my eyes 
and I don’t wanna rise 
I hear a voice inside 
Lord wake me up 
Sometimes I close my eyes 
and I don’t wanna rise 
I hear a voice inside 
Lord wake me up