Paradigm

Wait, Nobody said this was real
Designate your new-found challenger
I’ll sit, in the back, praying for, what I lack
I tried, I cried, ease this pain inside

Find a way to resurface that day
Have I treated you badly, I can not relate
What were the signs, why was I replaced

In the end, I will crawl to your knees
Breakthrough my held back sympathies
I’m finished pretending that you are not for me
It’s true, you know it too, why was I a fool

Hold, I think I might be wrong
It’s just me, just me all along
You grew up, stopped playing the game
My bad, you’rе not so sad, moving past, I’m not your last

I keep repeating that I’ll make it through
Prеtending what I felt was no longer true
Quit the fight, it won’t end right
I’m stuck in a worthless paradigm

In the end, I will crawl to your knees
Breakthrough my held back sympathies
I’m finished pretending that you are not for me
It’s true, you know it too, why was I a fool