Agony

Can you feel me? My energy?
Can you read me? With your telepathy?
With everything I say, It all gets thrown away
You wouldn’t last a day, Inside my agony

Leaving me with numbness stuck in my veins
I can’t help but describe myself as clinically insane
I keep searching for the answers to continue life
But I’m stuck looking back thinking somethings not right
Second chances are against what I believe in
With that said it’s back to open season
Why can’t I adapt my philosophy
It left someone loved to be cut from me
But wait
If you truly were thе one why didn’t you stop me from using the gun
You’rе fake
All your bullshit sayings
I know what this is your as fake as your praying

The ending was a sham, I was baited in a scam
Back into pieces to hide who I am
I struggle to impress so I must confess
Our love is dead, only agony is left

You can’t suffer the pain that I come bringing
Your happy days began when I started leaving
Cut the act tell me the fucking truth
Was there someone else or was I played a fool
Go ahead run and hide from the vultures in the sky
They will drop from the top and wait for you to die
Or crawl your way into the oasis
The key to get in is a simple honest statement
But wait
If you truly were the one why weren’t you honest with your addictions
It’s fate
These are all bullshit sayings
I know what this is, you’re as fake as your praying

The ending was a sham, I was baited in a scam
Back into pieces to hide who I am
I struggle to impress so I must confess
Our love is dead, only agony is left

Why does this hurt
It belongs six feet in the dirt

Can you feel me, my energy
Can you read me with your telepathy
With everything I say, it all gets thrown away
You wouldn’t last a day inside my
Agony