Windbreak

Didn't talk a lot but it was too much
It weighed too heavy
Though I was unsteady
Letting you know
But I was too low
Now I take a shape you have never seen before
Neither firm nor fluid
Neither vicious nor beloved
You won't make me out
Not well and not about
When you tried to fill my heart like a spill
I waited until the wind kept still
You lingered on
Not for a long time
I am not as low as you'd like to see me
But I did you a favour and pretended to be
Crooked and slow
Deep down in a hole
Now I drive ahead not by remote as you said
Your version may be right
Considered though your eyes
I don't mind
When you tried to fill my heart like a spill
I waited until the wind kept still
You lingered on
Not for a long time