On My Own
I've been talking to the voice in my head, making me second guess
Making me think I'm not good enough, making me think I'm not like the rest
I got everything that I wanted, but lately I'm feeling so empty
I never would think about stopping, but lately it's feeling so tempting
Drowning in all of my fear, drowning in all of my problems
Everyone thinking I'm perfect, really I think that I'm falling
I know I got millions of plays, but wonder if music my calling
But I've been working too long, now I just feel like I'm all in
Gotta wait it out, gotta make it out, going through phases
My anger, I take it out all on my bank account, spending like crazy
Nobody told me that it would all end up just being this way
I'm keeping my head up, I know that I'm gonna see better days
Right place, right time, but I'm not fine
I just hold it all in my mind
I know one day that I'ma shine
But 'til then I feel like I'm on my own
Feeling like I'm on my own
Feeling like I'm all alone
Waiting 'til that feeling gone
But I've been waiting way too long
Got what I wanted, but I need something
Every night just to slow my mind
Feeling like I'm on my own
Feeling like I'm all alone
I know that it's bigger than me, know that they checking on me
When they be going through struggles I know that they listen to me
Tryna help 'em hold it all together when they falling apart
I'm thinking way back to the start
The reason I got into music and all that I wanted
Was helping out people and keeping it honest
I can't let it go, can't let it stop me no more
Built it all up from the floor
They gon' talk about me when I'm gone
I can't leave 'em all without giving 'em more
What they gonna think about me if I settle down
And never finish giving my story
I don't wanna look back in time
Thinking 'bout the shine that was meant to be for me
Gotta get it while I can
I gotta stick to the plan
I gotta help out my fam
I got a lot on my shoulders
But it can't be changing the man that I am
Know that I'm meant to do bigger things
On a bigger level living bigger dreams
Hard times but I gotta grind
'Til the day I die I'm making history
Right place, right time, but I'm not fine
I just hold it all in my mind
I know one day that I'ma shine
But 'til then I feel like I'm on my own
Feeling like I'm on my own
Feeling like I'm all alone
Waiting 'til that feeling gone
But I've been waiting way too long
Got what I wanted, but I need something
Every night just to slow my mind
Feeling like I'm on my own
Feeling like I'm all alone