Nightmares

I been feeling kinda lonely
I don't wanna talk cuz nobody really know me
Carrying a lot on my shoulders and I know that I'm alone
I been dealing with my nightmares
Every time I'm looking and it's right there
I cannot hide from anything I gotta let it go
I be pushing them away I guess I'm better by myself
I be tryna put a finger on it but it's hard to tell
What the problem is
Fighting my way out of it
I ain't giving up because I came a lil too far to quit
Yeah they say that time heals everything
I waited for a while
Tryna fit into my shoes
Bet you couldn't walk a mile
Cuz this life ain't what it seems
I think the devil got a hold of me, yeah
I been feeling kinda lonely
I don't wanna talk cuz nobody really know me
Carrying a lot on my shoulders and I know that I'm alone
I been dealing with my nightmares
Every time I'm looking and it's right there
I cannot hide from anything I gotta let it go
I think success is like a drug and I cannot get enough
I be tryna say I'm good but I'm calling own my bluff
I done seen a lotta highs but I visit rock bottom
Every once in a while I be feeling like I'm nothing
I be tryna get outside of my own head it's my enemy
Talking to that voice hearing everything it said to me
Tell me I'm not good enough or tell me I'm the greatest
It be going back and forth depending on whatever day it is
I been feeling kinda lonely
I don't wanna talk cuz nobody really know me
Carrying a lot on my shoulders and I know that I'm alone
I been dealing with my nightmares
Every time I'm looking and it's right there
I cannot hide from anything I gotta let it go