ISYF

1, 2, 3-go
Do you know how lucky you are
Like, do you understand how angry this makes me feel
Like-I feel like I wasted all of this time on you
Like-what the fuck
Psychedelic visions in my head
The room's already spinning, guess I'll take my ass to bed
I trip over my shit
Pick up phone; it's nearly dead
The screen still says delivered
Guess it's better than a read
Or what I said
(Hey!)
Psychedelic visions at my feet
The world's already burning; what's another loss
Defeat is meaningless unless it ruminates
A planted seed won't grow unless you care for it
Better than what I see across the street
(What?)
I see your face
I see your face
(It took my all to walk away from you and let your pretty face)
I see your face
I see your face
(Remain the way I saw it every day my waking days-my waking)
You can never say I never fought anything for you
Like the consequences of your demons daily like a soldier
But it's crazy how somebody came and begged for graciousness
Then bit the hand that fed them 'cause their ego's just that outrageous-like
Do you know the things inside my head?
You never kept a promise; guess I'll see them when I'm dead
I shouldn't have to worry if you'll show up once again
I'm filled with paranoia
Guess it's just me on my meds
Or what you said
Do you know I'm not your therapist
And do you know I ignored everything just to assist you
Whenever you wanted me
Whenever you would miss
The person you imagined every time we ever kissed
That's why it hit
When I saw your face
I saw your face
(It took my all to walk away from you and let your pretty face)
I see your face
I see your face
(Remain the way I saw it every day my waking days-my waking)
I see your face
I see your face
(I've wasted so much time; I could've saved me all of this)
I see your face
I see your face
(If I had known you were a raging narcissist-I'm raging)
Hey! Hey
And no one ever saw me cry
(You never thought about me)
Hey! Hey
(You never thought about me)
And no one ever saw me cry
Hey! Hey
And no one ever saw me cry
Hey! Hey
Till the party the other night