A-Ok

Out in the ocean-blue
The water's calm here
Fishing. from morning till noon
Right next to you
This is hard for me to say
What I regret about those days
My emotions, like a boat
Can't help but sway
Out of control.
But, you can't bring back what is gone
And I'm trying so hard to hold on
I held onto you
In my head
I sat right next to you
But instead
I saw how still you lay
And I let all color fade
To grey
But I'll be
A-Ok
I'm A-Ok
It's been a few years
I've faced all of my fears
I paid my price in blood and tears
And now I see my whole career
Right in front of me
But you're not here
I write music on our Keyboard
You knew I wouldn't be bored
You know It struck a chord
Knowing you could afford
Something so dear to me
But you can't bring back what is gone
And I'm trying so hard to hold on
I held onto you
In my head
I sat right next to you
But instead
I saw how still you lay
And let all color fade
To grey
And I'll hold onto you
In my heart
Even if now we're far apart
One day it'll be you and me
Soon we'll get to be
Together with bait and line
With an eternity of time
He took me to the mirror
To see myself clearer
He knew, what was best for me
To see, what I didn't want to see
That moment! Of connection
Now I look and my reflection
I see him
I see the calm on his face
I feel his embrace
Nothing! could ever replace
The real thing
The pain is part of who you are
You're not just made of
bloody stains and scars
When the glint of stars finally align
I'll remember you
Forever and
Climb
I'll hold, onto you
In my heart
Even if now we're
Far apart
When our worlds, finally, collide
And I see you smile, so wide
Will you wait for me
Till the end of my, time?