In My Head
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Find a day to rest
It's eating at my head, so I may depress
Everyday's a test
I get it all together, and I'll make a mess
Hard on yourself
Can't read through the lines, and you're not too well
Just be yourself
If you're anything less, everything will tell
Tired of keeping quiet
We're all undecided
should I let out all my mind or should I fuckin' hide it
If I told you how it is, I know you wouldn't mind it
But if I told you how I live, I know you wouldn't like it. Yeah
I know my loved ones wish the best for me
I hold up all the nice things they said to me
Me feeling this pain is not what they'd expect from me
Could never tell them what this struggle always meant to me
Yeah, I rolled the dice, and I got played
Yeah, Tried hard at life, then I got saved
While I Fell down at night, then I got raised
In time I learned to fight, then I got day
Never know how it works cause it's in God's ways
It still hurts and I know it won't be stopping
While it's all on my back I try to not hate
I lament, breathe in, and try to not cave
Find a day to rest
It's eating at my head, so I may depress
Everyday's a test
I get it all together, and I'll make a mess
Hard on yourself
Can't read through the lines, and you're not too well
Just be yourself
If you're anything less, everything will tell
Every time, this mind feels like a non stop
Everything I'm feeling, I can't just walk off
Thoughts I'm concealing, I can't just knock off
I need something to heal it, or it won't all stop
Yeah
Keep it all in my head, yeah
Can't keep it all in my head, yeah
Keep it all in my head, yeah
Keep it all in my head
Keep it all in my head
Can't keep it all in my head, yeah
keep it all in my head, yeah
Can't keep it all in my head
Find a day to rest
It's eating at my head, so I may depress
Everyday's a test
I get it all together, and I'll make a mess
Hard on yourself
Can't read through the lines, and you're not too well
Just be yourself
If you're anything less, everything will tell
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh