Changed

Cause on nights like this
I sit, and I reminisce
About when I was younger
I was stronger
When did it come to this

I don't understand how I can loathe the past
When there's so many times when I look back
And I think I was better
I had ambition
And listened to the voice in my heart
I had vision
Resistance
Took on what was hard
But now I've changed to
A person
With so many scars
Those days are gone, but
It hurts that
I watch from afar
How time flies
And you forget what's important
I'm not fine
All of my actions feel pointless
I try
To help myself but I won't fix
Sought light at cost
But I'm still lost
I retraced
All of the steps in my memories
I don't think
I was the best that I could be
This bleak fate
Was only of my own making
How do I repay
Those mistakes

Cause on nights like this
I sit, and I reminisce
About when I was younger
And I was stronger
When did it come to this?
Cause on nights like this
I sit, and I reminisce
About when the days were
Filled with color
When did it change to this?

Cause on nights like this
I can't let go
Cause on nights like this
Emotions shows

Cause on nights like this
I sit, and I reminisce
About when I was younger and
I was stronger
When did it come to this?
Cause on nights like this
I sit, and I reminisce
About when the days were
Filled with color
When did it change to this?