​cope

Yeah we make our own emotions to find
A way to cope in yeah, ayy

We make our own emotions to find a way to
Cope inside a world where nothing feels right
That's why I'm always drinking
Drown myself until I'm sinking
'Cause I don't know how to run
Away from the fake feelings inside
Don't ever judge me, you're probably lucky
Using him for his money at least
They said I'm not that ugly
She said she love me
Told her friends that I was nothing
Heard there's a guy that she was fucking
That shit made me never love again

She said that wеre better as friеnds
'Cause well baby, that just depends
Too many times I made amends
I don't wanna start and end again
All the friends that I lost in this world
They were my exes
Sometimes your hard decisions just start
Becoming your biggest weapons'
I can't fall in love
Too scared to lose what we have started
Lately been losing touch, it's all my fault
I beg your pardon
Like I would never call it love
Oh no, yeah, I know I'm catching feelings
These hoes, yeah, leaving my heart seething
My heart changing like the seasons
Either take it or start leaving (Uh yeah)
I'm a mess
Only cared about the sex and the check
Fuck the feelings inside
I just wanna be the best
Leave my heart open 'cause she needs to know
Oh that I'm never giving up
This Hell just can't fuck me up
Never see me going 'cause you
Never said I would win
Haven't been sober since God damn
I don't even know when
I hope it's over by the time it begins
'Cause you always let me down
I never want you back
You used to hate it when I frown, well girl
I shoulda told you that

We make our own emotions to find a way to
Cope inside a world where nothing feels right
That's why I'm always drinking
Drown myself until I'm sinking
'Cause I don't know how to run
Away from the fake feelings inside
Don't ever judge me, you're probably lucky
Using him for his money not that ugly
She said she love me
Told her friends that I was nothing
And there's a guy that she was fucking
That she maybe never love again