relapse

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Would you love me if I was any different
Mama had 3 children
Ain't work a job in like 10 years I guess that shit was unappealing
But father working like two
Balancing that while he was still in school
Don't even now half the shit we been through
But through the struggle I had found my truth
Talking some nights there was no meals
We couldn't even pay the bills
While my brother over there getting high just for a motherfucking cheap thrill
Man I can't feel
Living in such a cold world that shit had made me numb
But I looked at my father and my mother and told them that I am the prodigal son
No more can I run right from that obligation
I was down on the court near the alleyway and
Niggas came through on bikes and then got to spraying
We was ducking and running to get away and
They did it for p's like a fucking weigh-in
I can't stay in (Yuh, yuh, yuh, yuh, yuh, yuh)
Once felt embarrassed, I was careless 'bout the way that I rap
I didn't cherish what I inherit
Years ago that's a fact
Got it off merit didn't care if
Niggas knew that or not
All these blessings raining from the sky they fall in my lap
Obsessed with making good impressions will have you stressing
Like when rent is due and them bills not paid
But you ain't got nothing in your checkings
I mean, I was a kid in the dark fighting battles with depression
So I turned on my music and video games just to relieve transgressions
I sent a text but I guess you ain't get the message
That silence hurt me like a lethal weapon
So many nights I thought my spirit died
But I had to Maya Angelou-it let it rise
Give me time
'For I relapse, I don't need that
'For I relapse, I don't need that
They tryna steal my aura like some hoarders
Don't fuck up the order
I can't trust so I put a wall up just like the boarder
They kept doing that same old shit that I got bored of
Yes, I'm Brown but that education, it got boring, annoying
White teachers can't relate cause they just employed here
They popping percs and sipping lean meanwhile I'll take a water
I seen some shit that made me say sorry that that's your daughter
Man, I can't stay here, I gotta go, man, I need to floor it
I need to floor it-or it
I need to floor it-or it (Yuh, uh, look)
I'm living sweet, no Zack and Cody
Man these niggas cannot hold me
If they got a problem
Swear to God I'm turning into Broly
I mean, I get to brawling
I'm falling just like it's autumn
Got problems I need to solve 'em
There's drama do not involve me
I been too busy evolving
There's a war inside my noggin
I need space just like a office
Man fuck it I swear I'm off it, uh
So many nights I thought my spirit died
But I had to Maya Angelou-it let it rise
Give me time
'For I relapse, I don't need that
'For I relapse, I don't need that
So many nights I thought my spirit died
But I had to Maya Angelou-it let it rise
Give me time
'For I relapse, I don't need that
'For I relapse, I don't need that
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