Clean Again (feat. Bernz)

Clean again, mentally
Gimme a sip again, simply,
I want another chief again, helping me
Get another sniff again what's wrong with me
cddictions been my friend for as long as I can remember
Even though the thick and thin it remains my truest defender
From feeling some type of way, I don't want to feel the night of day
The darkest hour seems to be lasting so much longer today
Is it OK for me to claim defeat on the edge dangling my feet
Razors Edge when I'm feeling weak pledging allegiance to this beat
Finding some kind of comfort in knowing I'm not okay
My soul has been in a slumber so morals start to decay
Disarray becomes a part of me disbelief I can hardly breathe
In a position to make decisions it's hard to make them see
It's hard to leave the world so Grey,
I just want you to know I'm fighting the good fight today
It's been a while so my energy is almost depleted
Cuz use a pal, it was something that I really needed, I'm trying to beat it fuck

I carry the world on my shoulders...
cs the days keep getting colder...
cnd we're only getting older...
I try my best to remain sober... I'm trying my best to be clean again

Never stood in one place
Never wanted what they flaunted I'm the wall flower catching race
I'm the favorite moment that you probably Overlook and waist
If you're looking for me I'm in crowded rooms Without a Face
Vanishing Without a Trace
Before the city clubs before the love of drugs and such
We'd like to run up on whoever talkin guns and talk and clever
Mama love me but she's in love with my endeavors
Daddy try and talk some sense in me but I was like whatever
I know there's more than what I see I know this pictures lodging b/
I'm trying to get it 20/20 trying to focus probably
The priest said I was born under a moon of Prophecy
cnd what I see and write ignites it moves biology
I'm on the move I'm all in the groove I do what I do
I'll set the mood and then alter you for just pennies dude
cnd in the end I let broken on Yes that's the truth
But what I leave is worth more than death and that's what I'll prove

I carry the world on my shoulders...
cs the days keep getting colder...
cnd we're only getting older...
I try my best to remain sober... I'm trying my best to be clean again