letter

(She just wants me to die)
(She just wants me to die)

She just wants me to die
And I kinda agree with her, right now
I tried saying a last goodbye
Wrote a letter and my words fell out
I have too many reasons why
Way past 13
I'm on 99 right now
You ain't a bitch if you just cry
Too bad my tears don't share my flows like that

Huh, huh, huh
I can feel her hands
I'm on defense
Can't find a way to advance
She's like my cheat code,
Fever dreams on cheap coke
Every night I stay restless,
I think it's my last dance
She's pushing and pushing
Against my chest I cannot breathe
Look in her eyes,
See her look, she's not gonna leave
Try to reason with her
It's like talking to myself (oh no)
Her arguments are my thoughts
Her body is in my head

She has my name in her locket
(Black dress, black hair, her eyes)
Feel like they're infinite
Beyond their socket
(She will be my demise)
Bags under my eyes really need more pockets
(To carry my fatigue)
Into the night, I can't rest
I'm sleepless
I don't know when you'll read this

She just wants me to die
And I kinda agree with her, right now
I tried saying a last goodbye
Wrote a letter and my words fell out
I have too many reasons why
Way past 13
I'm on 99 right now
You ain't a bitch if you just cry
Too bad my tears don't share my flows like that
(Zephyr)