dead roses

She sayin' that she loves me but she don't
I just wanna love this girl like unconditional
She be playin' games she always speakin' in her code
I just want her there with me when nights be gettin' cold

Picture perfect life gettin' outta focus
Now we talkin' bout out times when we rollin' doja
Higher than a kite with her on the sofa
then she look me in the eyes and she say pull me closer

I said come on over, I just want you home girl
Wake up Sunday morning, make some breakfast and mimosas
Now we gettin' older, and we gettin' sober
She be bitching at me, but I ain't got time for bullshit

Now I'm thinking that she loves me I think she loves me lots
I'm pickin' petals from her roses, time goes on my watch
Now I'm thinking that she loves me she really loves me not
Yeah I'm picking petals off these roses as I watch them rot

She sayin' that she love me but she don't
I just wanna love this girl like unconditional
She be playin' games she always speakin' in her code
I just want her there with me when nights be gettin' cold

Now I'm getting older the voices on my shoulders
The devil and the angel talking to me like I know 'em
They saying all these things they tryna make me lose focus
And breaking me down but I'm just tryna find that lotus

These flowers be killing me I'm picking petals off roses
And I think that she feeling me, but I really think it's hopeless
I got money on my mind I got that bankroll motive
Told that bitch don't waste my time and I aint get no notice

Another day go by while the night gettin' cold
And then she
Crossed my mind give a fuck 'bout no hoe
And I was

Mobbin' with the guys
We called up my bros
And then we
Popped a bottle and you know how the rest of it goes

Now I know she never loved me
And I know that she just didn't
If she see me today
She would know just how a young boy livin'

Racks up in the club
Bitches shakin' ass and showin' titties
Don't beleive in love
Why the devil gotta be so pretty

Think she loves me, she loves me not
Love scars, yeah they all in my heart
Should've listened to the roses, told me not to
Now I'm spilling in this mic it's all I talk to

She loves me
She loves me not
She loves me
She loves me not

Loves me
She loves me not
She loves me not