Self reflection

[Chorus]
I wanna turn up till I can't, smoke dope till I faint
Bitch I'm past my date, ion wanna hear shit that you say
You just wanna watch me seal my fate

[Verse]
These niggas try compete with me, I'm competing with myself
And that says a lot coming from me, because I still dont love myself
Up two days fighting these demons, only to realize it’s myself
I can't even focus on my health
Man I think it’s more than help
Put my all into this shit and they still say it ain't my best
They be tryna compare me with the rest
Up day and night I can't even rest
Struggling with the cards that I'm dealt
Look up at the sky and realize that it’s nothing else
I can't even blame nobody, only blame myself
I can't even blame nobody, only blame myself

[Chorus]
I wanna turn up till I can't, smoke dope till I faint
Bitch I'm past my date, Ion wanna hear shit that you say
You just wanna watch me seal my fate
You just wanna watch me seal my fate