L.A.N 1.5 (feat. Daniella)

Soul searching I find the right words to say to you
I been dreaming of clearer skies with amazing views
Shit would Hate to say my demise is from saving you
I'm seeking God but my pride is high I ain't able to
You disrespect me I let it slide I enable you
I mean we good to the public I'm giving great reviews
Look alive but I'm dead inside got to say the truth
I know your size is about a 9 trying to fill your shoes
Cinderella the glass designer with a couple jewels
Don't like your friends now I'm questioning why you run with fools
Trying to blossom but life's been coming with rusty tools
Can't question God got to play the game and know all the rules
How we laugh and we joke to never talking again
From sleeping on the phone to wondering are we friends
It's hard to be mature I'm bitter pray for revenge
The lord is making amends
But forgive for your sins
Because you don't know better
They asking are we going to get back I tell Em NO NEVER
Almost took my esteem girl I'm a go getter
Tears soaking up the streets I thought it's for Ever
Da Po bearer
Carry my feelings no measure
Amount of pain I'm feeling weak but say it's no pressure
It's been twenty seven weeks the minds gone stress ya
And I say

Loving ass nigga I am not
Taking off on me giving all I got
Say loving ass nigga I am not
Taking off on me giving all I got
Say loving ass nigga I am not
Taking off on me giving all I got
Say loving ass nigga I am not
Taking off on me look

My nigga cheating on his girl but I won't say nothing
He got hurt like I got hurt he run away from it
But I deal with it
Man I'm going through withdrawals feels like I'm still healing
I'm a let that Karma get you I'm the real victim
Like a bottle to the head my mind just feel different
Blocking calls I'm still tripping
Drop you off that's kill missions
I been trying to search for peace that shit is still missing
My momma loved you how you do me like that
And you run into his arms and you take him right back
And my pride could never call because I would never fight back
This that i'm a say I love you with a knife in the back
I mean to keep it a stack
I know I'm hurt so I'm increasing the raps
And how gone but say you love me claiming these are the facts
And How your brother doing ain't no beef just know I love him
He can always hit my line I don't even need nothing from him
God can make a way but it's deep so I know I'm stubborn
So I fall back

As the sun goes down
It may take a while
But I can't stay
Got to get away
From you
Because I can't wait on you
No no no

It's kind of crazy
I mean you start off as friends
The person you love
And talk to everyday
And you strangers
I sit down and I just stare out my window
Just wondering how you are
How's your mom
How's your family
Do you still think about me
Big zam