Daddy's Gone (feat. Patience Sings)
Rest in Peace Victor
Why you pack your bags and leave knowing I'm hurting inside
And when I see you in my dreams I can't keep tears in my eyes
February sixth approaching damn my nigga time flies
So I wrote you a little letter take a seat for this ride
Went to a wedding and a funeral all in one week
How ironic how both of my niggas is sharing cold feet
No sleep
These lonely nights creeping my mind feeling weak
No peep
My pen is my weapon while Vibing to beats
Think about you from time to time but the pain got worse
Feels like I'm fighting off my demons but my hands don't work
Heartbeat through my shirt
I try to laugh but I can't get through the hurt
And even now shit I can't get through the verse
I'm looking for you in my dreams thinking bout ending the search
Because I can't find you
I warned my wife a lot don't look behind you
Gen 19:26 gone surprise you
You worried about a name but even Jay fuck a title
I don't want to die tonight
Don't take my soul
I don't want to die tonight
Losing control oh
I don't want to die tonight
Don't take my soul my soul
I don't want to die tonight
Losing control control
Dreams getting darker I'm I falling into a hole
God made my body but the devil wants my soul
I'm speaking loud but the sins got a hold
Round my neck I don't sweat Because they'll never see me fold hmm
Preachers preaching but the word they don't know
Because I seen a dudes pastor on good terms with his hoes hmm
Before he prays he's zipping up all his clothes
Giving money to his women instead of seeds he should have sowed hmm
Shut my eyes and see my dad when I sleep
Close the door Because I don't want my mom to hear a thug weep hmm
I shed a tear my pillows soaking through the sheets
My friends asking how I been I been crying for some weeks hmm
I love my girl but think she wants to see the streets
Too Friendly with these niggas
See them grinding through they teeth hmm
A happy home can't be built without peace
So a mortgage turns to rent I get it know
To say the lease
I don't want to die tonight
Don't take my soul
I don't want to die tonight
Losing control oh
I don't want to die tonight
Don't take my soul my soul
I don't want to die tonight
Losing control control
I
Pray my my my my my soul
My soul my soul to keep
I pray
I pray my soul
My soul
My soul I choose to keep on
In spite of
I
I win the race
Legacy sustained
I choose to keep on
I choose life