let me die

Yeah yeah
Hey hey hey
Let me die
When my moment comes don't try to save my life
It's alright
I got what I wanted and I used my time
I'll be fine
Knew I had coming for a while
I won't fight
I just wished that I loved harder
Or at leat tried
As I synchronise
My heart and my thoughts is when I realise
It's a lie
What I told myself throughout the trivial times
All those fights
With myself were pointless and I now see why
Crying through the night means nothing because with time
The sun will rise
I could have learned to love
And give my heart in its entirety
I could have found a way
To have break from the anxiety
But my eyes were fiery
And my hope too tiring
I hope that when im gone after im done
My body can rest finally
I thought if I could find just anyone then I could rest
But only someone that can hold my heavy heart can pass the test
I thought I found that someone, no, guess you can never guess
And you can never tell what's best, and yes, I guess that's for the best
Give me another moment cause I've got to think
Give me another shot ill body cause I've got to drink
Take a trip with me inside this world of fantasy and you will see
That in the end I put up with a lot of shit
Remember what I told you in the past and I got what I wanted
No, I didn't get there fast enough and I am sorry
But im tired and im broken
I keep trying and im hopeless
I hope these few moments
Can help you hold this enormous purpose
Let me die
When my moment comes don't try to save my life
It's alright
I got what I wanted and I used my time
I'll be fine
Knew I had coming for a while
I won't fight
I just wished that I loved harder
Or at leat tried
As I synchronise
My heart and my thoughts is when I realise
It's a lie
What I told myself throughout the trivial times
All those fights
With myself were pointless and I now see why
Crying through the night means nothing because with time
The sun will rise