Lost Another Soldier [Tribute to Big Mello]

I really hate it
That we lost another soldier time and time
It seems this world be getting colder
You never really know
When your time gon be over
It feel like it's forever
Riding on our shoulders

Why did I have to say goodbye
This life messing me up deep down and I cry
I can't lie heavenly father
Why all of my real niggas gotta die
It was just like yesterday we lost DJ Screw
Now B-IG M-E double L-O
Somebody feel my pain before I be alone
And I'm about this sure
I can't take no more we'll mash together
Wrecking the stage together
We shine together we ride forever
Pull back in the shop together
Step on the block together
Damn it'll be okay
I got a certified plack that's on the way
Trae Dougie D and Z-Ro gotta
Ride for the dog
Gotta grind for the dog put
It down for the dog i love my dog
And I don't wanna lose no mo'
Big Mello I got you
And I'm fin to tell everybody all about you
This life we live is hard
You was another gift to my life
You and Screw and I'm missing you
And now that I think about it

Heavenly father I ain't the one
To question your will
Or what is it to be done
But these cemeteries
Get you acquainted to all of my homies
And this time it's Mello
And I just don't understand why that he gone
And the only thing that's
Keeping me from crying
Is blowing up on this do do
Like ones in the ghetto
We learn to shock and rock
Cash that rip flows
And you ain't give a fuck if
You want to click shit you live on
You said my heart in the light motherfucker
We gon represent my nigga
Put the deuce up by the roof
Yelling out what it do for you my nigga
Wrecking the microphone till ten and
Keeping it crunk for you already
And the plan to get the lab
Before the plans that taught with
Grandma on that Thursday
Know we gon ride until then
Whenever the last your ass gon be missed
And we gon hold it down up on the ground
Until we meet up in heaven

I'm gon ride till I'm with ya
Damn I really miss ya
I just don't understand
Why he had to come and get ya
You always kept it positive
Painting perfect pictures
A soldier with the heart of a lion
A bold heart nigga much respect dog
Never will you ever be forgotten
Salvation's in your corner now
Down here you got time stopping
Realizing that you're gone
It's really hard to swallow
Tomorrow ain't promised
We living time that's borrowed
I wish there was another way
That death could be defeated
You left us all in shock
Our souls have been depleted
Till we join ya we gon mourn ya
Keep the mic on for you
16 shots of loot, to the K and Day soldier

We living in war times on
Time by the hard times
Will it ever get better
My niggas be losing they life
Over some of that punk ass cheddar
But everybody gotta have that
So we gotta get up and get that
There the best way we can
Everyday is a struggle and every morning
Six fellas with a casket in they hand
And it just don't stop
Seem like every time a brother
Fin to reach the top shut the fuck up
Heaven is to me a road
Block another real nigga drop
And it's always close to home
Paranoid of my people I tote my chrome
Packing that plastic in the
Middle of the night, i gotta protect my dome
Looking for the reason why
My nigga ain't breathing
God damn I'm hurting this evening
Why the fuck Big Curtis leave
And I wanna go with him
Cause I can't stay greiving
Everyday it's a different thang
Broke loose of the drama loose of the pain
Feel like I'm going insane
The rap game will never be the same

You never know you never know
When it's your time to go
To the top of the rope
Till you can't climb no more
We miss your energy and your spirit
Around the studio Big Mello, big Mello
My partner my friend, my labelmate to the end
I'll always remember
How you brought the light in
Telling the world what it do
Through all of your songs
Heard I just can't imagine life with fam
Here that you gone
This is my cry for you this
Is Cl'Che's cry for you
Another Southside soldier gone