Not Who I Wanted To Be

[Verse 1]
No one can stare me down quite like myself
Got no one, I'm in need of dire help
Have I been tricked by my own god damn lies?
And now the punishment is seeing it through these eyes
It gets me thinking now

[Chorus]
Am I the one behind everything
Is it really me who truly sings?
It feels like a curse to be born like me
Cause this is not who I wanted to be

[Verse 2]
No one can kick me down just like me
I don’t wanna be cursed by my identity
Let me breathe
The weight of it all is killing my drive
The angel inside me is trying to hide
Find me another life

[Chorus]
Am I the one behind everything
Is it really me who truly sings?
It feels like a curse to be born like me
Cause this is not who I wanted to be
You'll never have a say
About the person I am today
You'll never have a say
Cause this is not who I wanted to be

[Bridge]

[Chorus]
Am I the one behind everything
Is it really me who truly sings?
It feels like a curse to be born like me
Cause this is not who I wanted to be
You’ll never have a say
About the person I am today
You'll never have a say
About the person I
About the person I am