3.7.2020

[Intro]
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[Hook]
Ay
Looking through the closet
Looking under my bed
Looking in the mirror
Looking through my head
Tryna' find out where the monster at
And I’ve been taking meds
To get away from my problems
And tryna' beat the race against death

[Verse 1]
Everyday I’m trippin'
Hatin' life missin bitches
But I don’t do that no more
But I still got depression
I got my girl by my side and she was the best addition
To my life
She don’t lie
Now listen I am hella' picky
But she feelin' like the one
She is so perfect
Don’t mean problems are non existent
It’s hard to have no problems when your life is mixing
Pot of gold and some mold
Feeling like it’s a story being written
Shit is it

[Bridge]
I’m hurt to easy
Your the reason I’m alive don’t leave please
Stay here and, over love me

[Verse 2]
Feel like everyday a new problem
But every hour I find a way to solve em'
Execute them? Nah
My heart hurt hard
Everyday
Writing shit down in my mainframe
To help the thoughts in this brain
That cause pain
Feel like mental rape
Feel like “shoot me head”
Say "I’m sorry and I’m insane"
Yeah, yeah, yeah

[Hook] 1:24
Looking through the closet
Looking under my bed
Looking in the mirror
Looking through my head
Tryna' find out where the monster at
And I’ve been taking meds
To get away from my problems
And tryna' beat the race against death

[Outro]
I run from the boy in the mirror
I hate him so much I fear him
The boy talk bad about me and I hear him