Distractions

Distractions
The only thing that keeps me going
Things got harder looking back and feeling my emotions
Every single thing is changing got me down feeling hopeless
Asking around anyone got the secret potion
2 weeks straight drowning in my own ocean
I know it's God's plan, but I can't help from choking

I wanna say it's not fair
But In reality
I created this nightmare

Empty rooms Empty rooms
Memories not for resume
I think its safe to assume
The next chapter is coming soon
Do I wanna stop the change or do I wanna stop the pain

Empty rooms Empty rooms
Memories not for resume
I think its safe to assume
The next chapter is coming soon
Do I wanna stop the change or do I wanna stop the pain

One minute my brother is in the next room
One wall between a true friendship of 2
But he had to leave he had nothing else to choose
Now I can't hit him up to do whatever we want to do
What a special bond, what a special dude

One year ago I met my Queen
Someday I'll confirm it with a diamond ring
She's my everything, my one for me
In one month she'll have to leave
Putting 3 hours between her and me

One minute ago life was great
Now I question have I made a mistake
Losing my life for someone else to take