Outsider

[Hook: Javier Barry]
Don’t wanna let go
Your heart was cold like fuckin' snow
I thought we’ll grow 'til we hit old
Yeah, I was told love’s just a cold

[Verse 1: Yesify]
You ain’t gotta go what I go through
I hate myself to somebody, I don’t know who
I’ve been trapped up in my bubble and I think that I’m in trouble
When I can not stand the struggle
I am just a broken label
Flip the switch, you flip the table
Body shaking on the ground
And I can’t stand it, I’m not stable
You don’t know the dark side of me, you’re just a stranger
I’m lockin' all my thoughts, and I’m bundlin' up my anger
I’m happy one minute
But I’m not the next
Instead of ignoring me, I’d love to see a text
Baby girl, I know that you mad at me
My energy is low, just like a battery
Sorry this the way that it had to be
Why am I complaining? I never been through abuse
You calling life a quit, I call it a truce
Who can I trust?
Who knows me the most?
I get ignored by everybody, I feel like a ghost
Why in the world, do I feel so alone?
Everyone’s with me, but I feel I’m on my own

[Hook: Javier Barry]
It’s just a cold
Now I’m alone
Stuck in my zone
You hung up the phone

[Verse 2: Yesify]
Look
It’s been a hard few years
But I’m pushin' myself, not to bring on the tears
But let me make it clear
I gotta fight for what’s right
Now I gotta express it on the mic
I’m done with these bitches in my life
“Kill yourself”, I just might
I was always there for you
Then you later pushed me out
Yeah, we were best friends, but I don’t know what you about
So much negativity
I never even want you back
Now these days, people judging you for being fat
Looks aren’t even everything
Personality is gold
I like how you agree
But you ain’t about the shit you told
Now you actin' innocent
The part that makes me mad, is you obviously don’t give a shit
You obviously don’t give a shit
I said you obviously don’t give a shit