Idea of You

blue tee with the letters
sittin’ reminiscing getting sentimental
argentina on a redeye
my emotions on a standby
you knew how to make a girl feel special
good like that

makin love and talking pretty
rose colored vision livin in the city
funny how the distance
clouds all of the bullshit
but its gonna take more than flowers to forget

you crashed your car into my house and
calling me a dumb bitch
say I’m too dramatic
finding little tokens from the run ins with your side piece
all up in your bed sheets
No I wasn’t crazy
crazy

tried to leave it on my lap? you won’t
you think that I want you back? I don’t
hide it with a perfect smile? you do
all you let them see is an idea of you

leaving bruises on my skin? you did
then you beg for me to let you in? pathetic
everytime I let you win? I lose
guess I was in love with the idea of you

red hot temperamental
speech slur and the hand slip, accidental

learn to speak in white lies
better than a black eye
no its, gonna take more than diamonds to forget

you told your friends I was unstable
truth under the table
i always enabled you
and yeah I guess I was afraid of being lonely
end up with nobody
oh I let you own me

tried to leave it on my lap? you won’t
you think that I want you back? I don’t
hide it with a perfect smile? you do
all you let them see is an idea of you

leaving bruises on my skin? you did
then you beg for me to let you in? pathetic
everytime I let you win? I lose
guess I was in love with the idea of you