IWISHTHISNEVERHAPPENED
[Chorus: xPainWarriorx]
I wish this never came upon me, I wish you never came in the first place
You don't deserve me, or anyone in that case
I saw you with him, you seemed to be okay
At the time I was fine, now I'm never gonna forget this, no way
I wanna follow the path you put me on, tryna find my way
[Verse 1: xPainWarriorx]
Got me down bad, caught up in my feelings and life
How you do me like that, breaking my ceiling, like
My love for you had me happier than a flower in the sunlight
Not even tryna answer your calls, no love for you and I know how it feels
You gotta listen for thе pain I feel, I ain't getting down on my knees, but here's my proposal
I'vе been staying away from the problems, no more percs, and soda
I don't want someone who put my heart into the garbage disposal
I've been living off of Pepsi, and cans of Coca-Cola
Beef got squashed like bugs, had to bring it over
I'm not trying to adhere, but I hope you notice
Lately, I've been super stressed
It feels like your far away like an IBF
Most of my problems come straight from my chest
I'm in school, learning from my mistakes, never failed a test
You got me falling in love, then jumping and landing on my legs
I don't bend my knees, so I broke them both and broke the rest
[Chorus: xPainWarriorx]
I wish this never came upon me, I wish you never came in the first place
You don't deserve me, or anyone in that case
I saw you with him, you seemed to be okay
At the time I was fine, now I'm never gonna forget this, no way
I wanna follow the path you put me on, tryna find my way
[Verse 2: Red Tears, xPainWarriorx]
It's been a long time since we last said "I love you"
It really scares me how you're really afraid to
But at the end of the day, it doesn't matter what I think
'Cause you'll still be out there doing your own thing
We can't really make this work 'cause communications key
My heart won't know loneliness till you go away
You took my heart out and you drowned it deep in the bay
And now I don't really know if I'm okay
You don't even answer my calls or texts
But yet you have the nerve to ask about my ex (my ex)
You made me happy, you left somewhere else
And I'll find someone I can keep for myself
[Chorus: xPainWarriorx]
I wish this never came upon me, I wish you never came in the first place
You don't deserve me, or anyone in that case
I saw you with him, you seemed to be okay
At the time I was fine, now I'm never gonna forget this, no way
I wanna follow the path you put me on, tryna find my way