Never again

I feel you slipping out of my hands
I told you one day we'd come to an end
Last time I held you a little tighter cuz I knew I'd never again
I feel you slipping out of my hands
I told you one day we'd come to an end
Last time I held you a little tighter cuz I knew I'd never again

Working on myself has never been an option
I think that's why all these problems I got them
And all this love, I fucking lost it
All because I'm held hostage from myself
Nauseous is how I get now that I'm alone again
Imprisonment, ain't no one visiting
It's sickening, I've been wishing health upon me
It's like my past got a hold of me, eternal haunting

I really lost your touch
And I'm the one to blame
I told you, you should've stayed away

I feel you slipping out of my hands
I told you one day we'd come to an end
Last time I held you a little tighter cuz I knew I'd never again
I feel you slipping out of my hands
I told you one day we'd come to an end
Last time I held you a little tighter cuz I knew I'd never again

I'm so tired of living with the desire to get better
My vices are getting worser instead
No one's coming to save me
They're just praying from a distance
Next time, just walk away like I insisted from the beginning
Forget I existed
Don't be giving me love, bae
If you're just gonna take it away from me

Don't you say that you love me
Cuz now you hate me
You're trying to replace me
And you wish you could erase me
I knew this was gonna happen
It's always the same thing
No one's gonna save me

No