Lexi's 2016 (Birkin Interlude)

You said you don't want to risk it
You'll stay hurt till death
I've been feeling pain for eternity, tryna give you life
Running up a Birkin
Going out of my way for you
Never tryna lie
Maybe I pick the wrong lil lady to love
Did I wasted my time?
You said you don't want to risk it
You'll stay hurt till death
I've been feeling pain for eternity, tryna give you life
Walking down a purpose
Stepping in your safe
Always showing signs
How did I let my street nigga guard down
Did I waste your mind?
Useless useless
I'm useless useless
Take me back to 2016
I'm useless
Useless, useless
I never could be myself, still living a lie
Always gave love out cuz I don't want to be alone in life
I'm still reminisce on whatever life is
What it would be like with the love's I lost
New love's I'm sorry I know it ain't right
I'm still afraid to take on the world sometimes
I tell myself, "I'm just fine"
In my mind it's landmine
I wonder if can anybody see?
Take me back to twenty
Take me back to 2016
I'm still living a lie