Farewell

I Told you I'd would stop the nonsense, feel like the past never stays the past
Why'd it called past tense
I speak to you with pure passion, you're a wine, feminine Devine
I'm sipping like the last drip
Pretending like nothing has happened, I'm out of bounds, I just blocked you down
Now I have to pass it
A million lists of how I fucked it up, lost your trust
13 reasons why I spend my nights fucking my wrist up
I, I had surgery on myself, took the piece of my broken heart and glued it back to health
I dream about the wealth, is that a life ? If I couldn't find someone for myself?
My mate tell me that I'm sad as hell, I killed a soul, I am getting too old for these farewells
As far as my eyes can see
The luxury that I dropped for free, will live on happily